“I don’t want one person, to live one day, in the unnecessary, internal torment I lived in for 22 years.”
Dear young person
You might be 12, 15, 18, 21 or 25. You may have just begun to understand your difference, or you may have been struggling about this for some time. Many, many lesbian, gay, bisexual, and transgender people understand the struggle you’re going through. No matter how alone you might feel, you are not alone.
At 69 I’ve learnt a thing to two. I grew up in an era when society thought homosexuals were perverts, deviates, psychopaths, and child abusers. Mental health professionals believed they could cure us by cruel treatments such as electric shock treatments or years of psychotherapy. Police entered people’s homes, without a warrant, and arrested people on the suspicion that they were homosexual. Hundreds of thousands of people were imprisoned or institutionalized. In civilized countries these are now things of the past. We now live in the 21st century.
- If they tell you, “you are broken”, they are wrong, don’t believe them.
- If they tell you “it’s unnatural”, they are wrong, don’t believe them.
- If they tell you “you’re deceived”, they are wrong, don’t believe them.
- If they tell you “God doesn’t love gay or trans people”, they are wrong, don’t believe them.
- If they tell you “you can never act on it”, don’t believe them. Because what they are saying is you can never fall in love or have a committed relationship, when actually you can have both.
- If they tell you, “you’re an abomination”, ignore them. Anyone who quoting the King James version of the Bible these days is totally out of touch and a dying breed.
- If they tell you, “I love you but…………” don’t believe them. God’s love is unconditional.
- If they tell you “you can change from gay to straight”, they are wrong, don’t believe them. God is no more interested in your orientation than the colour of hair, eyes or if you are left or right-handed. What is important to God is the life you live.
You’ll have church leaders, Christian family and friends who believe they are doing what is right thing telling you things that are not true about you….but they are wrong……very wrong. They’ll quote Bible verses about Sodom and Gomorrah, Leviticus, Romans and I Corinthians but these are not about you. They are about rape, temple prostitution and pagan religious practices. Their condemnation and rejection of you reflects their ignorance in the areas of sexual orientation and/or gender identity.
Four things to help you on your journey.
- Educate yourself. Do your own research. Read as much as you can about sexual orientation or gender identity. Not on conservative Christian sites or books though. They only rehash dated information. Try HERE and HERE.
- Connect with other LGBTQ young people either online or other community groups. You’ll most likely have to do this out of the church environment.
- Know the difference between welcoming, accepting and affirming churches (CLICK HERE). For your own mental health you may have to find a new church community that loves and affirms you for who you are.
- Find one or two people you can share openly with, who will support. Make sure they are safe and will never betray your confidence. Once again, these people might be outside your church community.
Don’t fear. Be strong.
Remember, you are loved, and you are not alone
Anthony Venn-Brown OAM